regreted

Here I am...I am now in Sunway Club, writing my blog...
I just missed my second last training before the sport excel...
Felt emo and empty...Nothing to do...Regret for not going to training...sob...sob...
I always like to ponteng training...But mostly I still go as regularly ...
When I missed training, I felt very moody, bad, empty, emo, regretful...t,t
Today I'm not on purpose to miss my training...
I have been late all times but this time, is the lastest ( this 2 months...^^)...
Haiz...Nevermind lah~ Tomorrow is your last lesson before the competition,
must go!!XD

Nothing To Write...( Let Me Sleep Today )

  Today, as usual, one word to describe, BORING. I'm thinking of drawing some pictures should help me do it, but I'll need some time to finish it...Nowadays our school life seems like every day get test papers only, take until sot plak already...^^

  Talk about friends...I am figuring that, friends may be good but it is hard to find your very best and true or neither faithful friends...sob...sob...Every time, no! Sometimes, don't know la...I will feel that, I am then 'all-alone ones'...Ya, I have three good friends, the seasons, but sometimes we all is like separated...

  Maybe I am the only one separated la...This feeling, only appears when I am alone, jealousy? No gua...=.=...Illusion? No gua...Siao already? Also no gua...Real? Maybe...t.t...Or, I sampat already? Sometimes I think I overheard some things about me...Or no? I think I sayup-sayup la...^^...
 
  Haiz...Maybe I am crazy...I always thinks that I am alone? Lonely? Jealous? Maybe or maybe not...Don't care and don't wanna care. It's irritating if I kept thinking of it...swt...Oops! I have over-ed my timing, I should go now...Talk more tomorrow~