regreted

Here I am...I am now in Sunway Club, writing my blog...
I just missed my second last training before the sport excel...
Felt emo and empty...Nothing to do...Regret for not going to training...sob...sob...
I always like to ponteng training...But mostly I still go as regularly ...
When I missed training, I felt very moody, bad, empty, emo, regretful...t,t
Today I'm not on purpose to miss my training...
I have been late all times but this time, is the lastest ( this 2 months...^^)...
Haiz...Nevermind lah~ Tomorrow is your last lesson before the competition,
must go!!XD

Nothing To Write...( Let Me Sleep Today )

  Today, as usual, one word to describe, BORING. I'm thinking of drawing some pictures should help me do it, but I'll need some time to finish it...Nowadays our school life seems like every day get test papers only, take until sot plak already...^^

  Talk about friends...I am figuring that, friends may be good but it is hard to find your very best and true or neither faithful friends...sob...sob...Every time, no! Sometimes, don't know la...I will feel that, I am then 'all-alone ones'...Ya, I have three good friends, the seasons, but sometimes we all is like separated...

  Maybe I am the only one separated la...This feeling, only appears when I am alone, jealousy? No gua...=.=...Illusion? No gua...Siao already? Also no gua...Real? Maybe...t.t...Or, I sampat already? Sometimes I think I overheard some things about me...Or no? I think I sayup-sayup la...^^...
 
  Haiz...Maybe I am crazy...I always thinks that I am alone? Lonely? Jealous? Maybe or maybe not...Don't care and don't wanna care. It's irritating if I kept thinking of it...swt...Oops! I have over-ed my timing, I should go now...Talk more tomorrow~

哼！

死番薯！死番薯！！
用尺弹我的脸？！
你欠扁！你无聊！你猪头！你衰样！你番薯！你该死！你无耻！你无知！你卑鄙！你垃圾！你笨蛋！你孕妇！你寡妇！你……！！
痛死了！
你故意的！你故意的！！
哼！像你这种肖牙，卷毛的衰人，一见到你必定没好事！
上次的那些灾难统统都是你造成的！
什么笔不见啊……什么鞋带断了啊……之类的全部都是你害的！！
你分明就是欠揍！没架找架打是吗！
死东西！我真不该坐你后面！哼！！
明天你最好小心点！
我特地为你设计了很多很多的好玩游戏哟~！
哇哈哈哈哈哈……哇哈哈哈哈哈……
你最好给我做个准备！等下受伤了就不要给我趴在地上嚎号大哭喔~
哈哈哈……

空白

空白，这就是头脑告诉我的消息。
是不是……不知道叻~
如果我有预知能力就好，
那我就不必成天在想，“何时世界末日？”；“何时太阳会爆炸？”……
总之，我·很·空·白·！
今天虽很“空白”，但至少那个笨蛋考试总算完了~
哈哈哈哈……
我看……我还是写英文比较好例~
写华语就好像脑子空白酱，不知道要写虾米……
最近更惨，好像sot plak了酱子……
我在想，如果我没有出现在这世上的话……酱会发生什么事叻？
可能爸妈就不会天天得载我去游泳，上学；
可能相簿里就不会有我的照片；
可能学校就不会有我的名字；
可能家里的费用就不会那么贵；
可能妈妈煮饭就不用加我那份；
可能姐姐就不必吵我还钱；
可能哥就不必和小时候的我玩游戏；
可能……
可能……
可能……
可能……

和好

握个手   交个友   手牵手   好朋友   不生气   一起走   生气了   不要闹   只需要   say sorry           就因为  是best friend  才需要 和个好   哦还有 我们俩   都有错   错在是   我们俩   的脾气  
nevermind   你想要  和好吗   我本来  也有点  小冲动   可是叻   我不能   像以前 那么地
信任你  我想说   对不起   我们俩 和好啊 没问题   但我们   已不能 像以前 那么地 
好好了  如果我   真正地   和好呐  我想我  真的是   办不到   我和你  和好了  但感情
也不能  太真了   我会和   你和好  但其实  我只是  换清我    所欠的  那笔债 而已。
我真的 很道歉  为什么    我想要  这样做  是因为   我不能   对友谊  不利。
我一旦 和好了  我就会    真心地  去看待  所以，   我才，   办不到  和好， 这两字。 

Just Leave Me Alone, Can Anot?

People likes to stick with you, it's none of my bussiness.
People said that you are nice, it's none of my bussiness, though.
You know, I just wanna say, STOP STICKING ME!!
Cindy's wedding is coming, Cindy asked me, 'I let you sit with Chelsea and Lillian, want anot?'
I answered, 'I want!' I was very happy that Cindy let me sit with my long-time-no-see-friends.
But YOU! said, 'I wanna sit with you...' you spoiled all my happy thoughts.
Tell you something...I DONT WANNA SIT WITH YOU!!
WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE ANNOYING!
I wanted to sit with my don't-always-see-each-other-friends, but you just keep sticking me!
I don't like you because Y-O-U   A-R-E   A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G!
I must send a message to Cindy to tell Cindy that ,
I DONT WANNA SIT WITH YOU!!
Your school friends like to go around with you, but you school friends ARE NOT ME!
I AM DIFFERENT FROM YOUR RICH FRIENDS!
I'M NOT LIKE THEM!
I don't want to sit with you! Justine's better!
I WANNA SIT WITH LILLIAN AND CHELSEA!! NOT YOU!!
When I am onlining in MSN, you always says, 'Helloooooooooooooooooooo'
Then when I don't reply, you just kept nudging me and sending me annoying messages.
Then like tomorrow is Cindy's wedding, I've already guessing that you will ask me about your dress,
Yep! I got it right! You ask,'Is my dress nice? What colour of nail polish should I do? Blue? Red? Pink? Give me some suggesstions, PLEASE!!'
What the hell...
I don't care about what you saying, I just wanna say...
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OK?! AND I DON'T WANNA SIT WITH YOU!! I WANNA SIT WITH CHELSEA AND LILLIAN!!
They are nicer than you! They don't keep empty promises! Not like YOU! When I ask you coming tomorrow anot, you said yes. Then when it's time, you didnt even come!!Let me repeat this,

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, OK?! AND I DON'T WANNA SIT WITH YOU!! I WANNA SIT WITH CHELSEA AND LILLIAN!!

再会了......

哎, 你为什么要这么快就走了?
你才来了两个星期而已哪!
你为什么要那么快就回去?!
我还没玩个够哪!!
喂......喂!你回来呀!
这么多人想念你, 你还是想回家呀?
喂! 多待几个星期也不错嘛!
 这里那么漂亮......是谁看了都不想回自己那淡淡的家呀!!
噢? 你住的家很远? 不走改次就不能回来?
这样啊......那你明年一定要回来喔!
来! 我们勾手指, 你如不回来, 你可要陪上一个月哦!
哪, 好啦! 合约都签啦! 该做的都做啦!
你可以走了......但我们还是有点依依不舍......
哦? 你肯定你明年还会回来?!
好! 那我们让你回去, 明年记得要在这个时候回来哦!
拜拜! 我的假期......你会回来我们就安心了......